My True Feelings: Shiina Mashiro x Male Reader

An: I never watched the full anime, I only made it halfway  I think but I know about just enough I think so enjoy! \^~^/


Wired,cute,quite,amazing, those were the word to describe her, mashiro shiina.You had moved into sakuraso shortly after sorata since you guys knew each other from high school but you instantly fell in love with the airhead and brilliant painter mashiro shiina....but...there was a problem and you knew there was no way you could avoid it and you would have to accept it.

Shiina loved Sorata.

There was no denying it, you don't hate sorta for it since he's too dense to figure it out but you knew from how she did all those things as a sign to show affection to him and you felt your heart sink.

Unfortunately you had to deal with it and there was no way to escape from it, then there was your other friends like your upperclassmen Jin and misaki- senpai, you knew that misaki senpai loved Jin and you wanted to help with it because you already are anyways but Jin has been acting wierd lately like that time he turned her down on Christmas and you guys went to soratas house.

you then remembered shiina again and how much close her and sorata would get even though aiyoma liked sorata but he was once again too dense to notice, you actually got into a fight with sorta after that one time.

----Flash Back----
You had just come back from grocerie shopping and heard voices from the door which you recognized as sorata and shiina, you then used the other entrance and decided to be nosy and hear there conversation, what you heard made you snap.

"Sorata....your mad"

"I'M NOT MAD!! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GO BACK TO BEING THE OLD SHIINA WHO WOULD DEDICATE HER TIME TO HER MANGA!!"

"If that's....if that's what you think.....then get out of me!"

Your heart broke when she said that but that didn't stop you from interfering.

"Eh....(Y/N)?...what are you-"

you cut sorata off with a punch to his jaw which made him fall hard on the ground.

"WHAT THE HELL (Y/N)?!"

"You bastard....HOW DARE YOU YELL AT HER!!!!"

You then picked him up and pushed him against the wall while shiina ran back to her room, you then turned to sorata and gave him a glare then made him flinch.

"You better stop being a stuck up asshole Sorta, just because your depressed on something dose NOT mean you can bring people down with you!!!!"

you then let him go and walked away while he stood there taking in what you said.

"I am doing that...huh?"

was the last thing you heard him saw while you walked up to your room.

----End Of Flashback----

that was about a month ago and you guys made up and so did sorata and shiina,but unfortunately that only made them bond further.

you were walking down the hall but then saw shiina and decided to talk to her.

"Hey shiina"

"hi (Y/N)...."

"going to see sorata again?"

she then nodded while looking cute as usual, you called sort a lucky bastard in your mind knowing that your crush loves him.

"Well I'm pretty sure he's still in his room so you better go now or Aiyoma might take him away!"

"right"

you then started to walk away but you heard shiina stop walking and heard her turn around.

"(Y/N)..."

"Yes shiina-"

you then felt her wrap her arms around your waist since your a tall guy(your taller then Jin)and you stated to blush while she held you tighter.

"Thank you (Y/N)....for being here....with me..."

you then smirked.

"No problem....now go on..."

she then let go and proceeded to soratas room.

you then went to your room and sat on the bed and sighed,it just hurt you knowing your crush lives someone else,it made you feel like you got hit by a bus and oh it hurt, you then fell to a deep sleep of infinite sadness.

----time skip----

It happend again.

Jin was being a total asshole and not accepting misakis feeling and you,sorta,Aiyoma and shiina were going to fix it Aiyoma went to get misaki -senpai and you went with sorata and shiina to make Jin come to his senses about misakis feelings.

After walking up into a building rooftop you saw Jin and he just smiled while you gave a glare and sorata spoke.

"Jin....you need to accept misaki-senpai feelings"

"...Didn't I tell you already...I can't....I can't be someone she lov-"

"YES YOU CAN! DON'T YOU KNOW SHE LOVES YOU WITH ALL HER HEART AND SHE CARES ABOUT YOU YET YOU IGNORE HER FEELINGS!!"

Now Jin was getting a bit ticked off but still kept his composure of being calm and cool.

"Kanda-kun you need to-"

Jin was cut off when sorata socked him in the face.

"DON'T YOU KNOW ABOUT HER FEELINGS?! DON'T YOU WANT TO BE WITH HER!?

"That fucking hurt you know!" Jin said while punching sorata in the face sorata then punched him back while Jin lunched harder each time and sorata charged for his waist but git punched in the face again leaving him on the floor,you were getting pissed at Jin and stood in front of him.

"(Y/N)?"sorata said while shiina tiled her head when you went in front of them.

"Leave this to me sorata, shiina"you theN looked at Jin and spoke.

"Heh never thought I'd see the day where we'd fight Jin,you were close to me."

he then smiled.

"(Y/N) I don't want to fight yo-"

"it's too late to bullshit your way out of this jin"you said with a serious face while cracking your knuckles and raising your arms in a fighting stance.

"WHAT DID YOU SAY-"

he flinched because you were a big guy,you were really well built and taller then him so he was at a disadvantage plus you did boxing and jujitsu for 4 years.

He tried punching you and you let him sock you in the face but you didn't move from you spot, you just turn your head back to him and he flinched again.

"Oh shi-"

You cut Jin short by punching him so hard he flew back into the fence falling on his ass.

"I'm sorry Jin...but you brought this on....I'm sorry if I break anything..."

"you said while you dodged his punched and punched him in the gut making him fall clutching his stomach, he then got up to uppercut you but you dodged and socked him in the face and then his chest and his face again and grabbed his arm, turned him around and kicked him to the ground far away from you.

"JIN.....STOP BEING A FAGGOT AND ACCEPT MISAKI-SENPAI'S FEELINGS, WHERE GONNA GO SEE HER AND YOU WILL ACCEPT THEM, I DON'T CARE IF I HAVE TO BREAK EVERY BONE IN YOUR BODY!!!!"

"AAAHHHH!!!"He screamed but you chopped his back and he flinched but he pulled through the massive amount of pain you gave him from that and you bent down and kicked him up with your leg,Jin then got up and ran at you,he grabbed your waist but you brought both your hands together and held them up in the air, oh this was Goin to hurt him.

"Forgive me Jin"

"SLAM!"

"UWACK!"He said getting smashed to the ground after you slammed both clutched fists onto his back, he then gave up.

"(Y/N) that's enough! stop it!"a voice said and you turned to see misaki-senpai and Aiyoma.

"(Y/N)....what did you do?" Aiyoma said while you sighed.

"I guess I was a little too hard in him wasn't I?" you then helped Jin up as he got up weakly.

"I know what to do now (Y/N)...."

"Good, listen Jin I'm sorry we had to fight and all but you have to relise you can be THAT somebody AND love her, even if you think you aren't enough for misaki-senpai you are enough for her she will love you no matter what."

he then smirked and you both chuckled while the others smiled.

"You always did have a way with words (Y/N)...."

"Yeah, I try...now go...she's waiting for you....."

He then nodded and walked over to her and they made up and Jin gave her a ring which mad her burst out in happiness and hugged him.

"(Y/N) are you alright?"shiina said while you smiled at her kindly.

"Don't worry about me Shiina I'm fine"

She then nodded.

On the way back she was being the hyper active senpai she always is and was talking to the girls about the ring.

"You really hit it off Jin"

"heh thanks I try"

"It's good to know you guys are together now" sorata said while you nodded.

Shiina then looked at you and saw how your face is and it may have looked happy but shiina could tell you were depressed and decided to ask you.

"(Y/N)...what's wrong?"

"Hmm? o-oh nothing shiina"

"Your not lying are you?"

"O-of course I'm n-not now let's just go home please...."you said, okay now she knew you were depressed but also didn't know the reason why, you guys then went back to sakurasou and you went to your dorm room as did everyone else but you lent against the wall and sighed while sleeping on the floor in a sad state.


----Time Skip-----

Shiina got woken up by Sorata and went down stairs but noticed you didn't come out of your dorm since you usually do at this time, she then looked to see you in the entrance with a suitcase and saw you leaving so she decided to confront you about it.

"(Y/N)?....what are you doing?"
you then paused your walk and smirked.

"Shiina....I'm gonna tell you something"

why did this seem so familiar to her she couldn't put her finger on it until she saw you turn around with a sad look and she then knew this was like the scene from the Manga she drew with the sad ending.

"I'm leaving sakurasou..."

she was then shocked and went to stop you from walking again.

"Wait....why?"she said holding back tears.

"I don't belong hear shiina...and besides....the girl I like loves someone else..."

"what do you mean (Y/N)?"

"....I have feelings for you shiina"you said making her even more shocked with a blush.

"But....I know you love sorata...you guys make a lovely couple..so I won't interfere....goodbye shiina"
you said while she shook her head repeatedly and tried saying something.

'no....don't go.....don't go...don't go.....DON'T GO!' She thought and dashed towards you then wrapped her arms around you.

"....Shinna....let go...."

"NO, I'M NOT LETTING GO NOT NOW NOT EVER!"she said while you were shocked she yelled and she spoke again.

"I don't love sorata....I love you (Y/N)!....so please....don't go....."


"Heh your funny shiina you know you don't have to try and make up lies to make me feel better I know you really love-Mmph?!"

she cut you off by turning you around and kissing your lips making you shocked,after a minute she broke it and smiled with some tears.

"Do you believe me now?"she said going back to her quiet voice while you smiled and wiped her tears away then hugged her.

"Yes...I do...."

"Good..."

meanwhile sorata was watching the whole thing and smiled.

"You did it (Y/N), good job!"he said while walking off.

After that shiina went back to herself and stayed in you room but then straddled you and you blushed.

"S-Shiina? w-what are you doing?"

"A  position we will be doing as lovers"

"Wait what?! why are you talking about that now?!"

"so we're prepared now hurry and take off your shirt"

"N-No I will not do that!"

"Then I'll do it"

"Please don't!"you said while she put her arms around your neck and brought her face close to your and you guys shared another passionate kiss but not as long as the last one but still had a lot of love in it, you then broke it and a line of drool was between you guys until Shiina spoke.

"hey (Y/N)?"

"Y-yes?"

"I love you..."she said while your face turned red and so did hers but you smiled and said the words you've wanted to say ever since you met her

"I love you too shiina"

----THE END----